I'm Vernika but you can call me Nika. I am not so sure what I should even put here but just to give you a little hint about me; I'm a just a cool southern chic from mainland USA and I just..
I dont know why I think this but for some reason I feel they are engaged. I dont want to ask, I want him to tell me but I just feel somethings happened. Hes been really clingy, writing me a lot, bringing up a lot of old stuff and when I ask him why he's doing this he has nothing to say. Hes been telling me that he lusts for me and it is overwhelming and he doesnt know what to do about it and he's been going through our pictures and just, I dont know, on and on...I've asked him at least twice now if there is anything he feels he needs to tell me, but communication just goes dead. I've told him that the no answer thing gets old sometime after like seventh grade but still no answer. My life has changed drastically since weve broken up, new job, new car, new place, almost done with school, when we initially broke up my life was a mess. he keeps saying that he was a horrible influence in my life and that I'm better off without him, that I've grown and he can never be man enough for me. But I feel this is a cop out. Anyway, very curious what you all think. I have no idea..